Every new approach to random women makes me excited over and over

Hey man,

Despite the fact that I am still due to get used to going out at nights, especially on peak days to go out like Thursday, Friday and Saturday nights, I must say that I am very pleased to feel that same good excitement over and over again every time I get the guts to approach new random women even just during my daytime errands.

So, today a couple of my approaches to random women on the street during the daytime have made my day.

By the way, the two approaches have not been anything spectacular. The reason they've made me excited is mainly because I am fully aware of the fact that this rewarding excitement has come up as the result of my decision to overcome my initial approach anxiety and then simply approach these women no matter what.

The first approach was all about me approaching a mixed group of students sitting down at the wooden  table enjoying some snacks and drinks just outside the students halls in my close neighbourhood.

I broke the ice with a spontaneous, situational kind of opener by saying something like "So, here's the party?"
Then I simply shared a bit of laugh with a girl that caught my attention in a flirty way. It was fun two minutes of chatting up that girl along with me also entertaining the rest of the group (one girl and one guy).

Funnily enough, my second approach happened immediately after I'd finished chatting with that group. A gorgeous girl (has a very cute face) wearing black tights was standing by that wooden table in the company of her female friend.

At first I kind of felt shy to approach that new girl in black tights immediately after I started leaving the prevous group because I kind of worried of what the first girl and the rest of the group might think of me if they saw me approaching a new girl.

Anyway, as I was walking by that cute face of the new girl, it passed only 2-3 seconds and I decided to suddenly turn around to look at her more precisely.

To my eyes' pleasure, that girl did not only have a cute face but also an extremely hot legs and ass beautifully shaped below those black tights. So, I said to myself: "What the fuck, I should approach this hottie too no matter what others might think of me."

So did I approach her. I simply didn't worry at all of what to say to her. I let go of any anxiety and decided to approach her anyway. The words that spontaneously came out of my mouth were: "So, you're that party girl?"

The girl was deadly serious on my approach. Anyway, her seriousness didn't scare me at all. On the contrary, my hands spontaneously landed on the surface of her ass while I was explicitly giving her my compliment on it out loud.

At no surprise, she told me not to touch her and then she made a few meters distance away from me.

The bottom line is that I've just returned home excited and proud of myself for overcoming my initial approach anxiety and deciding to approach those girls regardless of the outcome of the approaches.

Furthermore, I am excited and proud for deciding to follow my natural sexual drive and for "surviving" afterwards because no disaster happened to me :)

Can I do the same stuff when going out on Thursday, Friday or Saturday night? I guess I can and nothing is really stopping me from doing so.

I've got a feeling that I should do two things for reinforcing my commitment to succeed at getting laid:

1. I should set myself the goal of how many hot women I want to approach on the night, and...

2. I should set myself the goal of brushing up the phase in my approach that is going to take me from sexual escalation to an instant fuck close because of which I've actually ended up studying the seduction game in the first place.

On top of all the above, I guess that the third thing I should also stick with is Malcolm Forbes' quote saying: "How to succeed? Try hard enough."

Having said that I think that I still haven't tried hard enough to succeed in the area of picking up women. 

Finally, after sharing my today's excitement on how easy it is to get yourself to approach random women as well as on how fun and rewarding it could be, I'm also excited about something else.

And, that's the thing that today I am about to write and publish the home page of my first proper seduction themed website that should also serve me as a good motivation to keep on improving my game day in, day out.

God, bless me and my efforts to succeed!

  
 

Failed to go out on Saturday night again

Man, can you help me?

Last night I failed to go out on another Saturday night. I got stuck sitting down on my couch and watching TV again. This time I had two specific excuses.

The first one was that I wanted to watch the heavy-weight world champion boxing match between Wladimir Klitschko and Alexander Povetkin. And, the second excuse was that I had to go to the toilet often because I ate too many pears. Yeah, I know it sounds like a funny excuse but it really is true.

Anyway, there's something even deeper than these two excuses that I'd like to share with you today.

And, that deeper stuff is all about me questioning myself these days on whether I really enjoy going out and cold approaching random women in bars and clubs at nights. In other words, these days I've spent a lot of time re-thinking and reassessing my true passions in life.

And, guess what. I feel that going out to approach random hot women whether on the street during the daytime or at bars and clubs at nights is actually not what I really and truly enjoy.

Man, I know that you now may think that what I've just said is just another excuse of mine for not going out and meeting women. Anyway, the truth is that when you really don't enjoy something, then you don't enjoy it.

Call me a lazy man or a coward but I can tell you that even when I think of the possible situation of laying down a hot woman immediately after randomly approaching her somewhere in public, I feel that the very activity of me randomly approaching hot women in public and then having sex with them on the very same day is not something that makes me excited enough to think of that daily activity as part of my dream life's vision.

And, my dream life's vision is fully enjoying an international playboy or pornstar's lifestyle surrounded by super hot women that I meet and have fun with while being totally relaxed during my luxury and exotic trips.

Ready for a shocker?
I kind of find playfully having fun and sex with hot women like in porn movies more appealing to me than the daily routine of cold approaching random women to have sex with them sooner or later.

And, the truth is that my dream vision of me seeing myself wake up in a cosy luxury beach-front villa to see a super hot woman stretching half-naked in front of my eyes after having sex together is something that I prefer to relate to a pornstar's lifestyle rather than a pick-up artist's lifestyle.

Another reason why I find the pornstar's lifestyle more appealing to me than the pick-up artist's one is because of the fact that I really like the idea of not only getting paid but also having the possibility of having an automated online adult business while enjoying a lot of sex with many different hot women from around the world.

So, why exactly is the pornstar's lifestyle more appealing to me?

Well, to give you a clue, I've spent the last 20 years of my life being extremely excited about just having a wild and playful sex with super hot, model-like women. So, whatever I did and wherever I went during those last 20 years, I was always very actively day-dreaming about shagging hot women as playfully and wildly as in porn movies.

And, today I believe that this day-dreaming is actually the right reason why I have always been on the verge of my financial failure, being constantly dead broke. I worked in so many different 9-5 jobs and also many times tried to build my profitable online business but whatever I did, I always failed.

And, I constantly failed because I actually didn't enjoy any of those jobs and also didn't enjoy the idea of spending hours and hours sitting in front of the computer to try to build some kind of profitable online business that would support my dream inteernational playboy or pornstar's lifestyle.

The consequences of me not enjoying anything of that was that I was reported for sexual harrassment at a couple of jobs that I worked in and also everytime I started to build an online business around seduction or other non-porn related themes, soon I gave up because I was realizing over and over again that I would rather be enjoying a playful and wild sex with hot women and getting paid for it right now than spending countless hours at the computer and remaining dead broke.

Anyway, I hope that you now understand that the main reason why I am here sharing the intimate parts of my life is because I am now at the turning point in my life where I have to decide whether I really want to become a pick-up artist or a pornstar.

So, you can freely understand me writing this blog as my kind of last shot trying to find the truth on whether I really want to do the pick-up arts and seduction stuff ... with or without your help and feedback here.

By the way, as for the possibility of entering the porn business, I have lately taken the first essential steps towards it by having contacted an experienced porn videos producer.

Last but not least, I'd also like to tell you that I believe in God and tend to communicate with Him by simply asking Him some direct questions on what to do and whether to do this or that in situations where I am not quite sure what to do. And, I can tell you that many times I have lately felt that He's telling me to stop going out to cold approach random women in public and instead, to try out porn.

Finally, I'd like to say that my personal feeling is that having a profitable automated online adult (porn) business while traveling the world and meeting and playfully having an awesome sex with many different hot women at the same time is really something that's very close to my dream vision of enjoying an international playboy or pornstar's lifestyle supported by a profitable online business.

If you have anything to say, please feel free to do so by leaving your comment below. Anyway, if you have so far understood the purpose of me writing this blog, I guess that you won't be surprised if I never come back to this blog any longer. Because right now, all I am focused on is living and doing what I am really and truly passionate about.

So, I hope that you understand that the only purpose of me writing this seduction themed blog is to search for and find the real TRUTH on whether the seduction and pick-up arts stuff is really for me or not.

Bruno                 

Starting all over again at the age of 40

Hi,

I've created this blog for a couple of reasons.

First, I'd like to make myself committed to achieving my ever desired seduction success that's success in the area of picking up hot women. And, secondly, I believe that keeping an online diary through this blog will help both you and me to easily maintain our positive mental attitude when striving to reap some amazing successes in the field of seducing beautiful and sexy women.

Today is Saturday, October 5 2013 and I am just 12 days away from my 40th birthday. Funnily enough, I now feel as if I was at the beginning of my life. The reason for feeling this way is because I simply believe that I can succeed in the area of seduction like many other guys did succeed before me.

Furthermore, I believe that I am actually not very far from my ever desired success in the field of picking up hot chicks because of the following two facts:

1. My main sticking point or disadvantage in the area of seducing beautiful women is not going out often or even not going out at all to meet women especially on peak times to go out like Thursday, Friday and Saturday nights.

2. I am not an absolute beginner in the field of picking up women. I am decently good at opening up a conversation with random women, getting girls' phone numbers ending up with occasional kisses, kinoing (touching) women during the conversation and to some extent sexually escalating.

So, I guess that if I continue improving my game by going out more often to meet many more women, I will give myself a chance and increase the odds of reaping some cool successes in the seduction arena.

Anyway, my main motivation to start writing this blog comes from my strong desire to commit myself to finally overcoming my old painful frustrations about not laying down women at all. In my entire life I've had sex with only 2 women for about 3-4 times. How painful can this be?

Well, all I can tell you is that it's painful enough to now motivate me to finally make a big positive change in my life.

So, what's my goal?

My goal is to create and fully enjoy my dream international playboy lifestyle where I'll be laying down that's having sex with at least one hot woman a day every day or at least 4 different hot women a week.

Are you with me in terms of supporting me to achieve this goal?

I hope that you are with me. Because I guess that at the end of the day we're both in this game together and eager to win it the big time.

Thumbs up! Tonight is the night! Man, let's do it!

Bruno